a "fair" week...

This week i started off by painting. My apartment is coming together so great (thanks to my mom)!!! The colors on my wall are beautiful and bright and i LOVE it!! I just cannot wait to get in and live inside of it and decorate all the little extras! Mom did alot early on Sunday, and then me and Tucker came over later and helped.. i did the hallway (which i thought went on forever), and Tucker did the main bedroom and the second coat on my purple living room!!! yes, purple and i love it!! It looks great! Mom said that we pretty much sucked at painting; lol! She said that a blind man could have painted around the windows and things better. oopps! I mean i have never painted a room before now and i do have to say that as good as it looks; painting sucks! I will definitly pay my mom the next time or pay someone else.

I have been house sitting all week for a friend of mine from work so i did not stay all night because i had to get back and feed doggies and let them out. I like to house sit but i do get home sick alot doing it. I miss my little Chloe when i am away.. :(

Along with all the changes going on... i decided to color my hair (again). I am no longer a blonde and now my hair is brownish-red. I like it but it is just a crazy jump from what i had i just look WAY different. lol!! It is going to be less maintaines but its good and i have gotten a great responce from everyone from work and clients.

Monday: We went to the State Fair!! it was so fun!! Mom, Ash, Tucker, and me left around lunch and spent all day there. It was so nice to spend time with people that i love all at one time. We ate and rode rides and walked and walked and walked. It was really good though and i was pooped.. as was everyone else. Mom and Ash rode about every ride that was there almost...me on the other hand i was alittle more selective because i dont have a stomach of steel like they do. But the ones that i did join in on were fun!! My favorite part was the FOOD!! Yummy!! Ashley took alot of great pictures and i brought my camera BUT my batteries went dead. BOOO!! i was really mad..but i am going to go to Costo so that i can stock up so that it doesnt happen again. The rest of the week holds work, work, and school... then Saturday we are all going to a haunted house in High Point and i cannot wait! Fun times!! That is it for now and i am going to have to get some Z's so that i can get up tomorrow... good night!

updated life...

you know i have been miss griping pants for the past couple of weeks.. i just dont know what has coming over me all that time?? but i have gotten that monster out and of me and i am bad to my old self...finally! lol. I guess a great time with friends really helps too, and a lot of talking with boyfriends.

Relationship Update:
me and Tucker are doing better. We had a really long talk a week ago about what could have been bothering me and he was the MOST understanding he has ever and i mean EVER been. I was a crying mess about something that has been on my mind for about two weeks...there he was for me and understanding; which is what i really needed at the time. He hugged me and told me that he loved me and i was all that he wanted in life and that he loved me. OMG!!! i have been waiting on that forever.. i just could not believe it!! He actually got alittle teary eyed when he was comforting me. It was really sweet :) The other night he came over and told me how much i meant to him too and that he just doesnt know how to express himself with things like that and that he is sorry for being a jerk, but it is just hard for him. His family is just not very cuddly like mine is and they definitly dont talk about stuff and i am the total opposite... that is the biggest issue with our relationship.. communication. I try and he doesnt choose to listen but i think that he is really putting forth the effort too because he sees what it does to me and us. I am very happy with him and we are planning in going to the state fair on Monday and i cannot wait!!! I am going to eat like i havent in months... i might need some pepto though...lol!!

Moving Update:
The moving is going alittle slower. I do have my paint picked out and i am SO EXCITED!!!! My mom actually picked it because she is way better at that stuff than i am, but i love all my colors and that apartment is going to look fabulous!! I am still going through a bunch of stuff and junk and packing slowly but surely. I bought my new furniture and a television!!! I still want to get a new bedroom set and dresser, but that may have to wait considering that i still have to pay off my furniture. $$$ It is all going to look great though!! :) I think that Chloe is getting excited too but it may have been just because i was giving her a cookie when i asked her. lol!! There is alot of junk that needs to meet the dump around the apartment too and you better believe that it is gone before Nov. 1st.... Jack Jenkins just doesnt know it yet..lol!! He probably still wont know even after the fact. I am ready to get decorating and painting!!! Martha watch out because the Beal clan is taken over!!

School Update:
I like school but at the same time a hate it!! I am just so ready for it to be done so that i can start teaching.. it is just so irratating!!! I want to be a teacher so bad I cannot stand it!! I am still hoping that i pass my state exam so that i can get the process going because i am running out of things to take to better me as a teacher. I am thinking about double majoring in Jan. with special education... maybe even take some sign language classes. I think that it is very interesting to learn and it could be a hidden talent of mine. I mean think about it how many people know how to sign?? I dont know anyone besides this girl in my class that is taking courses and she is always signing in class, and i love it!! I am having a midterm tomorrow in my English class and tonight i have to continue studying for that and type up about 9 journals for my other class that i am taking... my mind is about to explode!! BOOOMMM!!! Other than all that everything is going pretty well as far as i know. I am hoping that i just do well on that mid term!!

well that is pretty much it for what is going on at the moment... i sure that i will have tons more in the up coming weeks, i am great though and looking forward to the end of the year!!!

MOVING IS REALLY HARD...

Today me, mom, and ash went to run around to look for furniture prices and home decorations. I started packing the other night and filled about 12 boxes full of stuff and still i feel like a have a ton of stuff and either needs to be trash, donated, or packed up. It is CRAZY!! i never realized that i had all that stuff....i am really dreading that i am going to have to unpack all of it. I found some great furniture at a store that is going out of business and it is comfortable and what i could see in my apartment, and i put mom in charge of picking my paint colors because i pretty much suck at it. There are just too many options of colors. She said that she would help and i would have to paint. lol!! that is fair, i guess. She is good at stuff like that so it is probably better that she picks. I just cannot wait and with everyday that passes i realize how hard it is to do. The most exciting part about moving is getting all the new furniture and being in a different place. i really cannot wait!! Chloe is excited.. i guess. She is going to miss going to paw-paw and grandma's house but i think that she will love it as long as she gets to sleep in the bed and gets her cookies. lol!! I just cannot wait!! I am going to take tons of pictures so that everyone can see it!!! :)